What did you just say to me? That is the question you want to ask every person you come across. But you can’t, because truth is you know exactly what they said, like it has come from your own mouth. Truly this cant be… and you cant explain it to anyone because theyd only think of something you thought before. As a matter of fact that seems to be the problem. You are breaking your face just to find some thing that isnt you. And advice is good with plan of action and a little cooperation. Until they turn their backs and you decipher the code that could have saved you… but instead your wrestling one of them while the other picks your pockets. And when you break free your stuck and they all have your keys…how…how did this happen, how did i let it get this far. Its ok its ok you still have the ability to rationalize the situation of course… but the authorities are in on it too and oh by the way as narrator i feel the responsibility to inform you that you have been eating and drinking in this place so you have….hmmmm… lets say ten min since that bottle of water she handed you…gives you an hour max till your a wiggly giggly mess at the bottom of this parkinglot. They are talking off with what was supposed to be yours and we’re not just talking about cars. But you can hear the laughter as the short one runs back for one last kick.
Lie down in the bed you made and dont you mind the thorns
Whisper lies to comfort angels and forgive them for their horns
Breathe deep and slow while you still can before the fumes enter your lungs
Take heed to the wise spirits words and still your evil tongue
You walk along a crowded path that you think you walk alone
The traintracks lead into the mist that you want to take you home
Trouble is never far away and you have called it near
You brought the wind to take your seed and the the tempest brought you here.
Let go your worries your time is over
And you don’t matter much those that held you those that love you now wither at your touch
Fallen far and digging deep to darkness for your help
To hide from the heart to hide from the mirror where you cannot see yourself
Inert at last your tongue is tired and your looking for the light
It hides from you now it went away it left you to your fight
If it doesn’t hurt yet it comes on slow it waits ultil u think u survived
Will breaks slowly when there is time just wait you have arrived
As the curtain rose, darkness fell on the spectators and dazzling light played on the stage. Darkness was less of a gesture toward the already silent crowd as it was a gracious act that concealed the horrors that lay a mere five feet from the curtain. A sense of wrongness permeated the building. There was no escape, the show must go on.
Shiela nervously fondles the hem of her dress as someone whispered words of encouragement she couldn’t hear past the insane murmerings of her past. She had led herself here and being so surrounded only solidified her resolve to surrender. However there would be no surrender, nothing so peaceful as the laying down or the closing of eyes that had gotten her here.
Smoothing her skirts she did her best to look dignified as she walked to the stage .
That’s when it took her. The ubreasp oned horror that distorted her features bringing the corners of her mouth to a quivering halt at her jawline. Eyes widened and her breathing became labored as she tried to stop it, forgo what was happening to her. Come child have a seat said a soothing voice from center stage. The only response to the clammy hands that grasped hers was a movement of terrified eyes to the point of contact. Mercy hope and all the faithful friends that had kept her became her tormentors as they led her. Each step she took seemed to solidify her fate.
Somewhere, lightyears and miliseconds away the dr.s ended the fight for her life. Her last words to be remembered as the lunacy brought on before sedation had completely taken hold.
As the sheet was pulled over the lights clicked on the audience. Every instance of love that could’ve been shown became clear pathways where it wasn’t opened up in her mind and the corruption spread until all she could understand was the abomination that was herself.